You say, “No you do not know what I am going through.”
To be frank with you, “I know.” Most people also, “know”. But, would you for once look back, and be grateful for the times you would have been so submerged in sickness, abject poverty or death?
But, here you are, still alive; this is a sign that you will get to that desired end as you keep working at it.
Just be grateful, for those incremental steps you have taken towards that picture in front of your mind’s eye. Incremental steps are a huge progress towards that thing you are focusing on. However long, tough, slimy and uneasy the road, you will eventually get there.
Just be grateful for this moment!