When you have issues or concerns, the wisest thing to do is to either run to someone you respect, love, hold dear or admire for help or you could see a Counselor or Pastor (that is, if you are a religious person).
Mind you, the person you may run to also has his/her own share of personal concerns but will be willing to lend a shoulder, or an ear.
Remember: A problem shared is a problem halved – meaning; if you talk about or disclose your concerns to someone, it makes you feel better and, you may get a solution.
Most importantly, if that someone (responsible person, not a figure head) is trying to help you, listen because they are smarter than you.
The last thing you want to do is to be by yourself and whine all day and all night long till you can’t take it no more, and you hurt someone or yourself.